November quiz

I have to face two exams this week on Thursday a written exam and on Friday a oral exam (yep, I’m so happy about it. Less than 24 hours between exams.) I’m on the verge of a mental breakdown. I hope I can make it before crushing and burning.  Cuz I can this month I took two quizzes. 🙂



Post or not post

I’m not sure if this post is going to leave my draft folder… but here we go.

A few days, more than a few, actually… I listened to the lucky (not so lucky) survivors of a tragedy. Leaving aside the tragedy they have to face, and all the traumatic aftermath, I felt really sick when they told the audience that they got (and probably still get) hate messages. If you know people, the whole situation is not so uncommon (too many bonkers and way too many free time in their hands.) what it was unsettling was many of the senders were actually friends and family of other victims.

I get that you are hurt. Someone you love has passed unexpectedly… but why you should threat and insult someone else? That person did not decided to live and let your loved one die in their place. I pretty sure that they is still going through their own personal hell, and they does not need you to remind them about it, every f* day. They is doing it perfectly fine without  your “help.”

As long as we keep on flaunting our college degrees to excuse any sh**y behavior like this one, and showing  that we think we can get away with this. I do not think we can avoid another tragedy. Pain is not an excuse to turn into a horrible human being. If you want to blame someone, blame the perpetrator and no the victim. We should have learned it already. No one is asking for it. No one wants to be hurt or killed. Victims are not guilty of any crime, the one who commits a crime is the criminal (the bad guy here)… the one who suffers a crime is a victim… no the other way around. We are so obsessed about excusing the “bad ones,” that anyone who opposes is blamed for it.

I think that my rant turned out to be extremely long. However, I think I needed to say something about what is happening now. I’m sick and tired of hearing people excusing monsters and blaming victims. Yes, the victim may not be as pure as a snowflake but that does not mean that they want to be (read here killed, hurt, disappeared, ect) and later blamed. We are losing focus, blinded by our prejudices. If we do not put on the breaks now, when it is still possible… well we are screw.

Will I regret this post on a later time? I won’t know until I post it. Right?


October writing prompt


Here you have this month writing prompt. I hope this can help you to spark your imagination and help you to write. It does not matter if you are suffering or not from writer’s block. I does not matter if this prompt sparks only a few sentences in your head or a whole novel in your notebook. I’m happy knowing that some of you actually saw this post.

Remember I will really love to read whatever piece of writing from this or any of my writing prompts. Just leave a comment below with a link to your work and I will read it. =) – you can find the rest of the writing prompts clicking on the link in the menu at the top of the page -.

Please refrain from copy this prompt and claiming it as your own. I worked hard to get them done so I could gift them to all my wonderful readers as a way to spark their imagination.

September quiz

I know we are no longer in September but I had to post it. I have been cheated…  I was stupid enough to buy BS from someone I should not believe a word they says. I have to be fooled but as usual I have to let it go. I’m not going to retaliate… at least not in their face. As soon as I can overcome my anger I will post last month writing prompt and a post about what happened. (Even if I have to keep some facts to myself.)


Classes started a few weeks ago. I’m taking phonetics II… my karmic friend (I don’t like it and I haven’t practice dictations in a while) and Integral (it is a mix between History, Literature and Writing – I’m not completely sure about this one… for now I like it =) )

The second subject is a little more complicated than the usual subjects. The instructors do not ask for any type of writing in particular. They gives us some guidelines but we are free to ignore them… in a certain way, they are asking us to “intervene” text in any creative way(this is the moment in which the word fan fictions pops in my head).

I’m certainly at odds with all of this freedom in writing. I love to write but in college, writing is so limited and constricted by instructors’ rules that any type of freedom is unsettling.

Whatever thing writing that comes from this experiment will be shared here… as soon as the classes are over. I don’t want to have any problems with plagiarism even if it is from my own work =P

So long

I haven’t written in this blog in so long.  My life turned a chaos and it was hard to keep up with everything. My brother moved out and my mother wanted to fix, clean and redecorate the whole house. At the end, we ended up doing it only in the rooms but for a long stretch of time my house was a mess.

I visited my brother’s new flat… I like it. Even if I had to spend many hours supervising the workers while they fix the plumbing.  A downtown flat, with a nice view and a great Internet connection, I’m thinking of paying my brother a long visit-  maybe one or two months long visit.

Classes started… and this deserves it own post.

July writing prompt


Let me know in the comments section if you find it useful… especially if this writing prompt helped you to spark your imagination. Remember I will really love to read whatever piece of writing from this or any of my writing prompts. Just leave a comment below with a link to your work and I will read it. =) – you can find the rest of the writing prompts clicking on the link in the menu at the top of the page -.

Please refrain from copy this prompt and claiming it as your own. I worked hard to get them done so I could gift them to all my wonderful readers.

June is…

June is dead…. well not dead more like finished. Yep! June ended. And classes ended too.

I can still feel the bittersweet taste of each class. I’m still looking for some answers for many questions and I definitely don’t know what some professors are looking when they correct exams. Another semester in college is gone and I’m still trying to figuring out some inner workings of it.

Some items of my to-do list

  • Working in my research.
  • I will try to publish some articles
  • I have been planning to be a teacher aid (It will be something completely new for me)
  • I need to revamp a website
  • revamp this blog is a “maybe”
  • Working in some posts for this blog…
  • Read is a must
  • Study… once I decide my plan of action for the next term (I wish I have more certainties in life.)

My b-day is next week… I may have some surprises… or not =) Who knows?

I can’t find my planner… god knows which were the things I planned for us this month!

Great article!!

A lot of questions and no answers

Ok… this is a kind of situation that I have never encounter before.

A few days ago, I sat for an oral exam. The girl next to me was really nervous, but that is completely normal. When the oral exam began, the professor asked the girl a question. The girl answered, a very shaky answer but I does not really matter. At of the blue the professor ask the girl to explain an example he provided (with a clear sexual implication.) The girl got even more nervous and answered the professor about the example avoiding the implication. She gave him a different context to the example making it sound sarcastic. However, the professor did not accept her answer and began questioning her further on trying to elicit  the implication he wanted to hear. The girl, who did not want to play his game,  refused to answer. But he kept on…. and the girl started crying (she was now having a panic attack.) The professor was now really pissed and (probably because another professor entered the room) he stopped his assault and change the topic. At this point the girl could not control anymore and stopped him and left the room crying uncontrollably.

I was in the room the whole time. I felt so powerless. I knew the girl was really nervous and it was hard for her to answer the professor’s questions. However, I cannot understand the professor’s obsession to make her answer with the context that he wanted. The girl’s answer was possible but he was dead set to make her talk about the sexual connotation.  What it is more, when he mentioned the same example in class, no one laughed.   At the end he made a girl had a nervous breakdown and when it was my turn to talk he never let me finish a single sentence. We ended up being affected by the whole situation and he did not got his way. Or his only goal was to make the girl cry her eyes out?

So many questions and no answers to any of them. This was more than unfortunate situation… this was…. I don’t know. … I simply don’t know.

Writer’s block remedies?

I’m back for a little bit this week since is Easter and I find that one of the groups that I’m part of is writing about my nemesis… writer’s block.

Things I do to fight writer’s block…

  • Music playlists for sure. I always write with music playing in the background. If your regular music does not help ask someone else with a different musical taste to recommend you some songs. It really helps.
  • Exercise. A good yoga class helps specially if it includes some meditation.
  • A nice relaxing shower… in which you can talk to yourself a loud. Acting out is good even if you don’t have writer’s block.
  • Writing prompts help a lot. Not only to start a new story but also to unblock it if stuck.
  • Read… Sometimes reading a nice book or story can help to unblock you… Thinking about what you characters will do in the same situation can lead you to find your muse.
  • Whach a movie or a short drama. I watch k-dramas and I have two or three stories I will love to write once I get some free time… Now that I finally got my own laptop for Christmas Yay!
  • Shopping… I always get inspired after I spend time in the office supplies shop.

If you need some writing prompts you can check my blog or pintrest. For music recommendations I’m listening to Sia and Selena Gomez and I have been writer’s block free. Even if this only includes academic writing.

I’m sure there are more tips but these are the only ones I can think of now.

Where are you March?

March ended, and I feel that I haven’t post at all. Yes, classes began two weeks ago and it’s hard to get used to it. In the end, the week ends to be a long sequence of the same things: the long hours sitting in the classroom, the long waits in the xerox room to get a copy of all the professors booklets, all the planning to get to class in time with the bus arriving late, the weekly planning of outfits and make up, and -the most important part- the studying sessions and all the note taking to have everything read and analyzed before class… and yoga which helps you to relax and unwind, and makes you sweat like crazy -the best part-.

I’m not really complaining (well… maybe about the bus… definitely, I’m complaining about the bus… and the stationery store that was close at 3pm and I wanted to buy a color pen.)

Sometimes life is not so boring and tedious… until you write about it and you realized that maybe it is. However, I kind of like my life right now. It has more meaning than three years ago. Even if your doctors tell you to life you life normally, follow their “advice” is pretty hard and you end up spending a lot of time until you get the hang of it. I never really have any hang on life so I’m kind of lost here, but I think I’m slowly getting use to this rodeo. I hope I don’t find out that this was a circus and not a rodeo.

College, classes, and so on

Classes began this morning. Usually, the first week, the atmosphere in the classroom is relaxed. Everyone is trying to get used to work and study again, so they are not in a rush. However, it seems that the teacher did not get the memo and he rushed us throughout several dozens of new concepts no one had any idea they existed.

A happy me or, more precisely, an unhappy and extremely confused me did not have any of the material that the teacher was making reference to. Therefore, my week will have as main mission getting the material (a hazard task per se) and studying it so that I can have a beautiful set of notes ready for next Monday. I hope tomorrow´s classes do not follow the same pattern.


No, I don’t have a secret agenda… or maybe I do, who knows?

Finally, I finished my agenda. Yes, we are already in March but I was still enjoying my summer break so I did not need one. Classes will start next week, so I really need one to keep track of my college life. Last term I used an agenda for the very first time and it was a great experience. The best part of it was… that I didn’t run out of time to complete assignments and study for exams.

This time, I got a lovely A5 folder and I created my own agenda because I could not find one that suited my needs and it was affordable enough to fit my tiny tiny budget. It was nice because I could personalize it to the last detail.

Here is a picture of the folder… I took it the day I bought it



Oh March…

Today is my little sister’s b-day. We have a really interesting relationship… most times we are best friends but sometimes we are the bitterest enemies. She always complains about my love for procrastination and I complain about her obsession to clean and to complain about it.

G is a great student and teacher. She is a overachiever… there is no thing she can’t learn and do (leaving cooking aside). Sometimes I wonder what I can do to be more like her and really be able to accomplish all the goals I set… I really admire that part of her personality. However, I dislike her phobia towards planning. She hates my to-do list, my goals list and all my planning. I understand that she believes that planning is just dreaming about what you can do instead of doing it… but I can’t help it.

G, I wish you a happy, happy, very happy b-day my little sister. And I hope you achieve all your barely planned dreams. You deserve them!


In the world of randomland

I’m thinking of re-vamping the site. I don’t know … it looks a little dark and pinkish. Originally, I wanted it dark because it was easy on my eyes. However, along the way, somehow, it turned out a bit more pinkish than I intended it to be. I like pink but it is not even close to my favorite color or any other color I would choose for my personal blog.

I may take a few days to think about it but I will definitely change the theme of this blog… alongside with the background and the header. I need to choose a nice theme and work on the graphics so that they fit the color palette. I love art, especially digital art, and I´m sure I will be able to come up with some good background and header that are more of my liking.

Suggestions are welcome and my comment section is open…feel free to post.

February quiz

You Are Old Fashioned

You think that the best things come from the past. You love anything vintage or retro.

You have a good memory for facts. You always are an ace at trivia.

Art excites you. You try to bring it into your everyday life as much as possible.

You have a few key interests that are borderline obsessions. You can’t stop thinking about them!

Fine again!

I’m really happy. I’m fine again. After seven days of physical rehab and a lot of practice from my part, I finally got the clear check from the doctor and I regained the 100% of my arm’s mobility.

I’m also happy because the beginning of this year I woke up with an awful pink eye but that’s gone too. I’m finally free of diseases, and I can enjoy my Christmas present and write and study to my heart content with my very own laptop. Plus, I can go back to practicing yoga!! OMG! I missed yoga so much. The calmness, the exercise, the slight discomfort (that comes from trying new positions and wanting to go a little beyond of your comfort zone), I missed it all so much. I can’t wait to go back and exercise my body off.

I have so many things on my head… so many stories… Soon I will post something.

A little crash

On Thursday, I got involved in a crash. I climbed on the bus and I was making my way to the back…when a 4×4 truck hit the bus. The bus was crossing and the truck driver got the great idea that his car was immaterial (?) and he could cross through the middle of the bus unscratched.

Long story short, I got my shoulder injured and….a Merry Painful Christmas. No alcohol for me on Christmas Eve (The only time of the year were I actually drink… the rest of it I’m a faithful no-drinker.) Now, I have a whole week of physical rehab ahead. The good part of it was that the doctors were really professional, and I got all the tests done quickly and without a fuss.

Something lost, something gained

Yesterday, my little brother turned 20. He was, is, and  forever will be the baby of the family. This only got me thinking… Yes we live our lives so carelessly. Tomorrow is always in a far away land. We run always planning and envisioning the future, the tomorrow. And, like a grammar teacher told me once “future is not a tense, it is just a modal”.

We are not growing younger, yes… We may live longer now but that does not change the fact that we spend all our present living for a tomorrow that may never come. I feel like I should stop for a few moments and say something about it. It is so hard to stop it, I know, but after all the things that happened this last years in my life. Not say it, no think about it… I don’t know… I might regret not to speak my mind while I can.

I will quote Ke$ha here ” ‘Cause no one’s getting out alive. All the gold on Earth, it won’t buy time”. Life is a precious thing but it is fragile and ethereal. If you have a religion, you have the relieve of believing in an after life. However, everyone is afraid of death. The only thing that is absolutely true and unstoppable is the thing we fear the most. We live fearing our demise, but we cannot stop postponing evething for a tomorrow … maybe thinking that death only comes for those who have not plan anything … for the ones who are mindless about tomorrow and they like to enjoy the present.

I will stop my depressing philosophical rambling. I will take a few days off.  I will stop dreaming  about the future and I will enjoy the present. I have some writing in my head and I want to get it right so I can put it into paper. Next week, I will go back to study… coding and web design, this time.

I think I will come around soon but if I don’t. I wish you all a happy holidays, whatever you religious believes are… I wish you a beautiful week. Until next time!